Story Of A Lonely Guy

Push it out, fake a smile...

Avert disaster, just in time...

I need a drink, cause in a while...

Worthless answer from friends in mind...

It's dumb to ask, cool to ignore...

Girls posess me, but they're never mine...

I made my entrance, avoided hazards...

Checked my engine, i fell behind...

I fell behind...

She makes me feel like it's raining outside

And when the storm's gone i'm all torn up inside

I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom

I get too scared to move, cause i'm a fuckin' boy

Remember when i was in the grocery store, now's my time...

Lost the words, lost my nerve, lost the girl, left a line...

I would wish upon a star, but that star, it doesn't shine...

So read my book with a boring ending...

A short story of a lonely guy...

I fell behind...

She makes me feel like it's raining outside

And when the storm's gone i'm all torn up inside

I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom

I get too scared to move, cause i'm a fuckin' boy

I get too scared to move, cause i'm still just a stupid worthless boy

-palola-

reason or reasons???

tp kwn x se-umah aku ckp:

cinta ditolak,
cinta putus,
pasangan berpisah...

are never be of ONE single reason...

-palola-

love is in heart...

it is not about that...
it is not about other that...
not bout an - other that...
not bout this, not bout that...
it's all about heart...

-palola-

ari ni 'luar' sejarah

arini ari ilek aku...

aku ader kelas audit yg best gile pagi tuh...

ktorg amik gambar dgn puan rose yg happy-go-lucky tuh...

aku dpt amik gambar intim gile tuh, tp aku lak malu2...

mata die dgn mata ak xsampai sejengkal, hehe...

mau tak ketar hati ni...

aku tanya die pasal horoskop libra...

aku, erol dgn wana bintang libra...

aku 20/10, wana 15/10, erol ?/9, berapa ntah, x igt...

dia ckp bdk libra ni:

karakter/hati lembut

alwiz try to avoid fight (xsuka gaduh ah)

indecisiveness (sbbkn 'dacing' la katakan)

susah nak menyebelahi mana2 pihak yg bergaduh

penting kan kwn, byk berckp dgn kwn yg rapat (wana ckp libra nih, kalo suh benti ckp seminit, seminit je la, pastu, sambung balik ckp)

perlukan org yang kuat karakter yg bole sokong karakter yg lembut

antaranya sagitarius, taurus, aries, leo

pastu aku dh abih kelas, xde dh kelas...

aku lepak ptar sampai pkul 12.15tgh...

pastu wat test maf sampai 2.45ptg...

semayang kt OM (+pusa+ptam)...

makan kt selera ayam kampung sek7 sampai pkl 4.20ptg (+pusa+ptam)...

balik, sport (joging+futsal) walaupun mula nk men badminton...

lepas maghrib TIDO...

bgn balik kul 1.35, pegi umah paktam...

paktam minta tolong die study, tapi aku tolong teman je ade la...

sembang sampai kena marah (sebab wat die ilang fokus)...

tok balik, aku sembang dgn die jap,sambil tulis blog nih...

pastu...mana aku tau...

to be continue...

dah la nk tolong paktam bace laks...

n nak wat case study far600...

skrg dah 3.20pagi...

-palola-

sukan sokmo!

isnin-khamis ------- drama pkul 5.30-7.30
jumaat-ahad ------- tak der kat shah alam
bila boleh nak ajak sport nye...
study week pun dah dekat...
tak dapat dah la...
"chance no more"...

jadual sukan aku;

isnin ----- joging kt tasik sek 7 @ sek 2
(biasanya dgn pokyed, ataupn sorg2 je. penah kwn2 len ikut antaranye k.a., aimi, paktam, daud dll. kalo sorg atau dh lambat, biasa nye joging kt aprtment putri je)

selasa ----- renang kt sek13
(ikut pokyed. arap dapat selalu pegi tp tggu pokyed ajak la. pokyed ade network. kwn2 len yg ikut antaranye pusar, nuar dll)

rabu ----- badminton kt pusat sukan
[men dgn halim, din, fazrul & fitri. kdg2 tuh ade jgk wan pendang, bad, ijat, shahir, fidat, eli, ana, lela dll]

khamis ----- silat kt sek 17
[aku jarang pegi tp kalo ye pun of course, again, dgn pokyed. nuar n paklah dh xjoin]

jumaat ----- futsal kt court
[biasanye kay atau mael arrange. so ptg tu aku mesti men kt court dpn umah dulu nk increase match fitness. player tegar yg mesti ade sekali kt court; anjang, kay, mael, megat, halim, mat, lat, faiz, kecik(skrg injured) & said]

sabtu ----- basikal kt bukit cerakah
[biase pegi pagi, kalo pegi selalu bwk budak yg xpnah pegi. penah pegi dgn halim, pokyed, faiz zahari, dian, lin, yazmin, gazi, baya, bijah, faiz(p), juli, zan, jaja, husni, shuey, pusar dll]

ahad ----- tenis kt pusat sukan
[aku stat men tenis kt matrik penang. gile tenis time tuh dgn timi n daud. kt cni (uitm) dok men jgk tp susah nk ajak geng. alat-alat sume dah ader, cume nak ajak org join je. siape berminat bagi name]

p/s blog liyana best, bace la wei...

-palola-

x bajet...ok x?

aku tulis ni waktu dlm kelas risk management aku yg boring tuh...
aku dok conteng2 buku aku...
tiba-tiba aku mula teringat nak tulis sesuatu...
kurang drpd 3-4 minit, aku come out with this...
ni pasal diri aku jgk, ok x?

You know,
I'll do anything,
You know,
I'll keep struggling,
It's all because of you,
I'll do anything for you,

It hurts,
To know you're not,
It hurts,
To let it stop,

I know,
I keep, keep loving,
I know,
I can't stop hoping,
It's all because of you,
I'll do anything for you,

Coz I really, really know,
From the very, very start,
That I really, really LOVE you,
From the bottom of my heart...

p/s halim, cuba masuk lirik nih dlm lagu yg ko karang pakai gitar aku aritu, cm best x? kalo x, ko try wat lagu baru..hehehe..lirik dah ade, lagu je blum...

-palola-

aku sedih...

aku sedih...
aku gelak bila kawan, pensyarah buat lawak,
sebab aku memang senang gelak...
but, that is it...
aku sedih...
i never be in this sorrow before...
but now i'm so sad...
aku sedih...

-palola-